Interest

T says it's a numbers game, really.
There are more men than women in this lifestyle, so the "new girl" gets a lot of attention.
He has offered protection and introduction - it's all very sweet and "courtly" really.

I have seen pictures of his "work," and it's impressive.

I know that I'm not ready to start a relationship again, but I do miss the sting of leather on my skin, the soft but firm command, the guiding hand on the small of my back.

So we'll see...

There are so many things I want to try, and without the restraint of an inexperienced and indecisive Dom I have the freedom.

I hate it, but I still wish He had stuck around to take these steps with me.
Surely this will pass.